Words.

"I never would have thought that I would always want you. I never would have thought that love could be hard, not for the obvious reasons, but for the reasons that make no sense at all. 

 Because it doesn't make sense that you could want everything and nothing at the same time. 

But, I do. 

I want all things and no things. 

And some nights are hard because I want it to work so badly. 

But mostly, the nights are hard because I know that it would never work."